It was a time of flux. The autumn winds arrived through the Valley, some days bringing cold and rain, other days bringing warmth and humidity. It would swing every few days to either seasonal extreme, indecisively it would seem, but each sweeping wind would strip the colour from the trees until finally there was naught but branches left. When this happened, the cold took over and remained, asserting itself for the reign of winter. It was as if the leaves were a fire and without them, the warmth died out.
About Me
- Kees Kapteyn
- Kees Kapteyn is an author and visual artist residing in Ottawa, Ontario. Most recently, Kees Kapteyn has self published an e-novella 'individe' which can be found on Amazon. He also has a flash fiction chapbook entitled "Temperance Ave.", published by Grey Borders Press. He has also has been published in such magazines as flo., Wordbusker, In My Bed, blue skies, ditch and other literary journals.
Saturday, October 10, 2020
Monday, July 27, 2020
Petitcodiac Sunset
The sun has set, and some clouds move in from the west, moving east, driven by wind. As the void in the sky darkens to a dusky navy blue fading to black, the clouds take on an orange tinge. Jobe thinks to himself that it must be taking in the sunset colours of Thunder Bay or someplace west of him, of them, someplace west of Moncton and New Brunswick, the Maritimes.
The curve of the Earth has the air take on the palette of whatever particulates can stain the atmosphere in the western cusp of its surge of nightfall, and then casts the colours into the Petitcodiac skies, bringing a peachy sheen to the approaching clouds, which may bring thunder or may bring rain, but they float eastward with the insistence of the wind while the spin of the globe swings ever westward; the prevailing fugue, the genuine turn.
The curve of the Earth has the air take on the palette of whatever particulates can stain the atmosphere in the western cusp of its surge of nightfall, and then casts the colours into the Petitcodiac skies, bringing a peachy sheen to the approaching clouds, which may bring thunder or may bring rain, but they float eastward with the insistence of the wind while the spin of the globe swings ever westward; the prevailing fugue, the genuine turn.
Wednesday, June 10, 2020
My Voice
A few days ago, I read a call for white writers to make commentary about white privilege and the concept of white supremacy. I tried to woodshed different story ideas and each time I tried, I found that they were inadequate in conveying what really needed to be said. In this world, there are so many voices, with so much to say about the matter, I don't think I can offer any fresh perspective, because this issue is as old as the countries we live in. Racism is inherent in our institutions, and though that presence is there for all to see, little has been in order to remedy it, as it is so ingrained in our social structures. So all my attempts to put commentary into my art have fallen short, drowned out in the din.
I feel strongly about this, as you all may know, as apparent in my social media feeds. I feel strongly in my opposition of racism towards indigenous peoples as well as all people of colour. I still feel a sense of obligation to address everything that is going on. I've found that it's one thing to post a meme or a link to a news article that conveys your views, but it's quite another to express a commentary that is completely your own while still assisting in amplifying the voices that are crying out for change.
So that is what I am going to try to do. I will amplify the dissenting voices that push for change. That will be more effective in facilitating that change. I'm going to educate and amplify and spread the word that society needs to hear. I'll still post and share media that I feel will be helpful, but I will add my own voice more often because that is really what needs to be heard. These issues need not just agreement, but conviction.
Black Lives Matter. No More Missing or Murdered Indigenous Women. More Truth and Reconciliation. Be The Change.
I feel strongly about this, as you all may know, as apparent in my social media feeds. I feel strongly in my opposition of racism towards indigenous peoples as well as all people of colour. I still feel a sense of obligation to address everything that is going on. I've found that it's one thing to post a meme or a link to a news article that conveys your views, but it's quite another to express a commentary that is completely your own while still assisting in amplifying the voices that are crying out for change.
So that is what I am going to try to do. I will amplify the dissenting voices that push for change. That will be more effective in facilitating that change. I'm going to educate and amplify and spread the word that society needs to hear. I'll still post and share media that I feel will be helpful, but I will add my own voice more often because that is really what needs to be heard. These issues need not just agreement, but conviction.
Black Lives Matter. No More Missing or Murdered Indigenous Women. More Truth and Reconciliation. Be The Change.
Sunday, May 17, 2020
Chapter Titles!! The Plot Thickens...
During this Covid episode, being off work, I've had boatloads of freedom to get some more done on the novel I'm calling "LefTturn". Some typing into the document here, free association notes on lined paper (in the sun on my deck) there, some research even then. I've gotten enough done that I can assign working titles to all my chapters now. Some will stay and others are just placekeepers.
They are as follows:
They are as follows:
- Look, Cap'n Oblivious
- Sinkholes
- The Virgin Mother
- Esme
- Judgement of the Three
- Left Here, Right Here
- False Morels
- Chemically, The Dopes Are Out
- ...(expressing the conditional mood)
- In Context of the Moon in Perigee
- Sancti in Silvis
- Resurg O
- Aislinn
- Archeia
- St. Michael in the Garden
Tuesday, April 21, 2020
Sentinel
Jobe and the old man sat and looked at each other for a while. In the branches above them, a blue jay screeched its grievances against some intruder somewhere in the woods. With a flitter of unseen wings, the sentinel and the insurgent both seemed to take flight and the air was quiet for a moment. Almost in response to the blue jay’s alarm, a far-off monstrous rumble shivered in the air, thinned by distance. Heavy plodding feet thumped into the earth behind everything, then faded away...
Sunday, April 5, 2020
It’s A Bad Time, It’s A Good Time
It's a good time. It’s a bad time. Outside, sad and scary things are happening, yes. All we have to do is stay home and the monster will pass us by. Another plague that will pass over our closed doorways. All we have to do is stay home. Could anything be easier?
So it’s a good time. It’s a good time to write that story that’s been sitting unfulfilled in your journals for so long. Read that book that your friend keeps recommending to you. Find out why Haruki Murakami is such an important writer. Figure Ulysses out.
It’s a good time to get into that band that you keep hearing about, check out their albums, watch some of their concerts. Phish. Now that’s a great band hardly anyone’s ever explored. What is Django Reinhardt all about? Why does everyone talk about Lou Reed so much? Who is Riit?
It’s a good time to watch North of 60 from beginning to end, including all the spinoff movies. Revisit Battle of the Planets. Are there any reruns of Get Smart on YouTube?
Now’s a good time to find out.
Is it hard to be alone? If you can’t be alone with your thoughts, then you need to think some more. Get to know yourself. Think about what you want. About where you want to be. Think about who you would like to be and how you can get there. Make a plan. This is a good time to do that. Time alone is time with the most important person in your life, who is often also the most neglected. You should go good together. You might be The One. Nah, who are you kidding? You ARE The One.
So it’s a bad time out there, but it can be a good time in here. Then when the shadow has passed, you can step out into the sun refreshed and maybe even enriched.
Definitely healthy.
All we have to do is stay home. What could be easier?
So it’s a good time. It’s a good time to write that story that’s been sitting unfulfilled in your journals for so long. Read that book that your friend keeps recommending to you. Find out why Haruki Murakami is such an important writer. Figure Ulysses out.
It’s a good time to get into that band that you keep hearing about, check out their albums, watch some of their concerts. Phish. Now that’s a great band hardly anyone’s ever explored. What is Django Reinhardt all about? Why does everyone talk about Lou Reed so much? Who is Riit?
It’s a good time to watch North of 60 from beginning to end, including all the spinoff movies. Revisit Battle of the Planets. Are there any reruns of Get Smart on YouTube?
Now’s a good time to find out.
Is it hard to be alone? If you can’t be alone with your thoughts, then you need to think some more. Get to know yourself. Think about what you want. About where you want to be. Think about who you would like to be and how you can get there. Make a plan. This is a good time to do that. Time alone is time with the most important person in your life, who is often also the most neglected. You should go good together. You might be The One. Nah, who are you kidding? You ARE The One.
So it’s a bad time out there, but it can be a good time in here. Then when the shadow has passed, you can step out into the sun refreshed and maybe even enriched.
Definitely healthy.
All we have to do is stay home. What could be easier?
Saturday, April 4, 2020
Floating Down The Lyrical River: reviewing Catherine Owen's "Riven"
We have always been close to the river. Even in prehistory, mankind has always
settled along the riverside. It’s there
where the plants and trees are most lush, it’s where our food has always been
most plentiful, and its waters have always been available for swift commute from
community to community. Perhaps this is
why we have always had an affinity to bodies of water. We have always been there.
The waters by which poet
Catherine Owen has metaphysically settled are those of the Fraser River, which
flows through the heart of Greater Vancouver where she was born and raised. Though currently based in Edmonton, Owen’s
time within walking distance of the Fraser has given her immeasurable solace
and wrought this book of poetry, which she has entitled “Riven”. As she says in “The River System”, the long
poem on the last pages of the book:
“if
I were only staring out
upon land, I would be
heartbroken...”
In Riven she considers
with keen observational depth the lessons that a river can offer about the
brevity of life, the eternity of love, the continuity of survival and the
futility of death. With these rich
descriptions, Owen brings you into the space that she occupied while on her
morning stomps along the industrial rubble and eroded pebble at the water’s
edge, using the river as a constant metaphor for life, death and their
byproduct, which is memory.
In memory, her thoughts fall upon
her deceased husband as she remains true to his legacy as her muse, the basis
of much of her poetic thought. Much of her works has centered around that loss
in previous works that she has made, but as Junot Diaz will tell you- “the
half life of love is forever”, which is to say that love- even lost love-
never fades. From the river, she considers the paradox of grieving in the collection’s
first poem; “Thirty-Six Sentences on the Fraser River That Could Serve as a
Very Small Nest”
“The
river is like your death; it just keeps moving away from me.”
She notes that the river is water that constantly passes us by
yet remains a constant presence, illustrating the paradox of both the river and
of death.
She touches on even more
paradoxes during her morning walks along the Fraser, documenting the industrial
constructs that have been erected on the waterfront as well as the natural insistences
that grow between and beneath them. She doesn’t differentiate the artificial
from the natural. They all exist in the
same environment, as she considers in the poem; “Beseech”
“Their
origins, stone, perhaps, or song.”
Her most frequent imagery, and
the one that brings us alongside as she would “prolong along the estuary”
is that of the “silver river”, especially in the series of aubade poems,
which serves as the centerpiece of the book.
The imagery conjures up that magical phase of the early morning when the
sun has just risen and the perspective of light gives the river a pristine metallic
shine that cuts through any depression or dulling effect of the surroundings. As she says in “The Last Aubade”:
“…silver you could say as scars, as age,
Or ashes – silver as what holds everything this morning…”
Throughout the book’s conception,
the shining quicksilver of the Fraser has lit Owen’s solitary mornings and cut
through the miasma of her grieving. The
river has also served well as a backdrop and starting point for her to create
her ideas that form this beautiful tribute to the rivers that constantly flow through
our lives as well as the beautiful man for which she grieves. Riven presents some of the most
descriptive and incisive poetry that Catherine Owen has ever offered, derived
from a place of deep contemplation and raw emotive power, a place not unlike
the river that flows through all of us, through time, love and memory.
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